Crazyflutegirl's Xanga

"Ah! The light fell from the sky!" "I know! And rubber skeletons fall from closets!" "What?"

Tue, 24 Oct 2006 08:56:21 GMT

"Seriously!" "Who do you know that has a rubber skeleton?" "Everyone!" "Really? Like who?" "Everyone. Like Keith. Keith is a rubber skeleton!" "Uh huh." "Yup!" "Right." *pause* "Guess who asked me out!" "Rubber skeleton?" "Hey, how'd you know?" "Lucky guess." "Oh wow." "Yeah. That'll be interesting." *one week later* "Ok, so I'm definitely just friends with the rubber skeleton." "Uh... what?..."

Well, things have been going better. Life has been happy. I finally figured out my whole college plan bit. I'm getting my B.S. in Business Administration with Legal Studies and my B.A. in History, then hopefully going to law school and possibly doing a 3-year JD/MBA program, thereby ending my college career in 7 years and holding a B.S., a B.A., a J.D., and an MBA. Just thinking about it makes me tired. Wow. It's going to be a long 5 years from this point. Oh well. It'll be fun.

Everyone says I seem happier now. I guess I am. Except for tonight. I'm ready to go to the airport, buy a ticket, and go somewhere. Or maybe a train. A train would probably be cheaper. Except, on a train, I can't go as far. But at least I would be somewhere other than here. Which would be nice. Too bad I have class tomorrow. Maybe I'll go somewhere Friday after work. That could be fun.

Anyway, things are going better and I do usually feel happier. I definitely feel relieved now that I have a plan for the next few years. Gives me something to work toward. Of course, plans are subject to change, but that's ok. :D

So, it's really late (early?) and I should be getting to bed. My roommates are already asleep and are apparently having some issues with the minimal light that is on, so I should probably just go to bed too. Okie dokie.

Hasta luego!
~Annie

"Lechuga!!" --Katie E.

Fri, 15 Sep 2006 05:44:34 GMT

How do you tell someone that they are being a jerk? It's really hard to not just start screaming at them... Argh. I want to not be here right now. I don't want to go home either though. I just want to go away. Oh well. Only 974 days until graduation. Doesn't seem like that long. Only 5 more semesters. Which is scary.

Oh, and I think I decided what I'm changing my major to. Such fun.

I like school. I just don't like the drama that goes along with it. Such is life though...

Hasta luego!

~Annie

Well...

Thu, 31 Aug 2006 23:49:35 GMT

Hmm. So, sometimes you think people are your really great friends, then you find out that in reality, you're just someone to hang out with while time passes. Such a great feeling...

Oh well. Life goes on.

"Friends are the Bacon Bits in the Salad Bowl of Life." --Sign on some pizza place

Sun, 20 Aug 2006 17:17:22 GMT

It's been 1223 (wow, that's a big number) days since you joined Xanga...

Hehe. That is a lot of days. That's like 3.35 years. Hmm. I babysit children who have not even been alive for 1223 days.

Anyway... So, moving back in on Wednesday. I'm a bit excited to start a new year up, ready for what comes this time. I definitely feel more comfortable with going to school and everything, which is good. I've had some really awesome experiences this summer, between working at and touring the open house for the temple with my friends, going to temple pageant twice :D, going to Santa Cruz, yesterday's awesome San Francisco adventure (yay public transportation and crazy bus drivers!!), driving home from a temple trip speaking nothing but Spanish and screaming LECHUGA! to the Taco Bell people that now hate us, just sitting around with my church buddies on Sunday afternoons, talking about nothing and watching old Jamie Kennedy Experiment episodes, as well as everything else. I've met some really awesome people, as well as a few totally-not-so-awesome. It's been great. I'm sad to see it end. But, as always, all good things must someday end. Next summer will just have to be better. Or, in the meantime, there's always our Utah road trip!!

Work is not so great. I'm usually miserable at work, mostly from being either completely bored or getting those glaring looks for something I usually had nothing to do with. I'm thinking of quitting my current job and working at another place. I've been offered a position that I can take if I want it, but it's at a Starbucks inside a Barnes and Noble. I hesitate to spend my money there. Should I work there? I don't drink anything with caffeine in it, nor anything that has been de-caffeinated, and don't really want to sell those things either, but it's a better situation all around, in drive time, in hours working, in pay, in discounts, everything. Except for the fact that it is a Starbucks cafe. I don't know what to do.

So, I have to leave for church in like 2 hours and I have tons of stuff to do. Hasta luego!

~Annie

"Music washes away from the soul the dust of everyday life." --Red Auerbach

Wed, 26 Apr 2006 18:10:53 GMT

Mentor = I my group Presentation could have been better, but they are awesome to hang out with.
Econ = He says I don't fully understand the correlation between inflation and depreciation?? A B isn't bad though...
Physics = Getting tests back today. Bad grade. Oh well
History = I need to do well to make up for that last paper...
Piano = Who knows? I come to class and she ignores me because she doesn't have anything to comment about for me to improve on. Kind of a waste of time.
Band = Making me miss being in lots of music stuff. Especially after last weekend.

I've been feeling like a shadow person again. I don't know how to explain it. I don't know. I just feel like there isn't anyone that wants to listen anymore. I guess I just feel lonely. While I am surrounded by lots of people. Whatever.

Waiting patiently for these next 19 days to come to an end. I'll be really sad, since Katie is moving out and won't be living here next year and lots of people are moving out as well, but I'm ready for the classes to end. I will be the only person on my floor for almost a week. Yay for being involved with commencement! I will have a bed for like 4 or 5 more days! Then, it's back to sleeping on the couch. Spiffy.

I really am going to miss my mentor group though. I can't believe we're basically done. Sad. We still have to do a few edits to the paper, but that's not that big of a deal. It's gone so fast! It's weird to think about how things were in the beginning of the semester and see how our group has evolved since then. I'm glad we get along well. Made for a fun semester.

Yay for school. Technically, I am at work now, so I guess I'll end here. Have a great day!

~Annie

Scared

Thu, 06 Apr 2006 04:39:34 GMT

Yay for it being April! 13 more days of MWF classes and 10 more of TR classes! Yay! However, it is now time to register for fall classes. And I don't know what to do! I want to take history of warfare and NOT take public speaking, but my advisor does not agree. I think I will take it anyway. But, then, I also need to decide if I am going to try to take lessons from the flute professor. I am so scared of making a fool of myself in front of really good musicians. Auditions are horrible things for me. They involve laughing hysterically and bursting into tears and basically making everyone in the room feel completely uncomfortable. Which is NOT a good thing. What to do, what to do??? I love playing my flute and I've been feeling very musically deprived recently. Flute is one of the only things I really feel passionate about anymore. That and my church stuff. If I were to make a fool out of myself in trying to do something that I really don't know if I could ever pull off, I really don't think it will be a good experience. But I don't know what else to do! I really want to improve on things, but I don't know how to get over this giantesco fear of really really good flute professors. I don't know!!

School's going well, classes are ok, I'm tired, and I still have an hour and a half of piano practicing ahead of me tonight. I think I'm going to wrap it up. Good night and good luck...

~Annie

Annoyed

Mon, 27 Feb 2006 03:54:13 GMT

Ever wish you could just flat-out tell people when you were annoyed and not have to worry about any consequences?? This is one of those times!!! ARGH!!!!!!!!

In other news, spring break will be fun. Even if it is in the middle of March. It needs to be now. I'm glad it's soon. I don't think I could make it all the way to April. Especially since then we would be going to break after like 2 solid months and then having to come back for like 3 or 4 weeks and then leaving again for summer. I think it's better to have 1 solid month, a week, then another solid month, then finals and summer. I don't know. I'll probably feel differently in April...

Have a good day!

Tuesday, January 31, 2006

Tue, 31 Jan 2006 05:42:14 GMT

I'm sick! I NEVER get sick!! I thought with the horrible flu shot, I would have a much lesser probability of getting sick!! This isn't fair! In other news, one of the corner girls is in the hospital with a kidney infection, but she is doing better and hopes to be released tomorrow. Other than that, life as normal... Well, as normal as can be!

~Annie

P.S. I LOVE this movie!! I'm not usually a big fan of Drew Barrymore, but I love this movie!! Everyone should watch it!

Saturday, January 21, 2006

Sat, 21 Jan 2006 06:30:26 GMT

Yeah.... so it's now second semester and it's been hectic. We're all a bit touchy in the corner these days. But it's getting better. It's been a really long four day week.

Classes are going ok. I'm taking Mentor II, Honors Macroecon, Western Civ II, Band, Piano, and Physics of Music. It's a lot of work, but it's going well. So far.

I'm tired and I only got like 4 hours of sleep last night, so I think I'm going to go to bed soon. Have a good day!

~Annie

Wednesday, November 30, 2005

Wed, 30 Nov 2005 01:50:03 GMT

My head hurts. This has been one crazy-long day. I'm glad it's over. I feel bad, not going to Deans Seminar, but I am going to go tomorrow, so I shouldn't feel bad. I'm so glad this semester is over in 2 1/2 weeks!! It's gone SO fast, but I'm glad it's almost over. Yay for college!!!

I think I'm going to take a nap now. My mentor teacher had her gallbladder removed over the weekend, so we didn't have Mentor yesterday, but we have it tomorrow and her husband, who happens to be my boss and the honors director, is teaching. It'll be interesting. Yay for getting up early.

Have a great day!

~Annie